Okie. This will be my last post for this blog. Last day of work was yesterday and went for NDP rehearsal after that. Draining it can be but after all the fireworks last night, I'm back on track again. HAHA!
For this few years of my life, beginning from secondary school, I've changed. Not physically but more mentally. From the time where I dun even like make ups, dun even care about facial products to now, buying a variety to see which of them iare the best for my face and overall appearance, I must say that I've grown alot. Use to think so naively about everything and heck care about global issues to now, wanting to play a part in helping people who are less fortunate. Thoughout these years, there have been friends and teachers whom have played an important role in moulding my character and to be what I'm today, its a blessing. =)
I miss those times in secondary school where we played hard. Everytime we would gather at yong hse to celebrate individual's bdae and do stuffs that are embarrassing when I think of them now. HAHA. But I dun deny that they were fun during that point in time. We dun have PSP or got so hooked onto computer games that we neglect social life altogether like some kids nowadays and thats what makes those times memorable. =) I dun remember studying anything accept during the upper sec years when we are handling more subjects. I dun think I've any regrets in getting the results that I got because that results brought me into a place where I got to experiment new things and to step away from my comfort zone to do things for the people around me.
CCA have consumed most of my secondary school years and institute years as well. From the girl who keeps helping the percussionist to open the door, I've grown to someone who took the initiative to not just open the door but to moving and taking care of all the instruments. Its a tough change but I must say its an experience that I'll never forget. The only thing I regret during the course of all my CCAs is that I've not taken enough initiative during my sec sch years to make it a fruitful one. From getting a measle COP during my 1st SYF to a notable GOLD for my last one was indeed an indication on how quality and not quantity that determines the fruit of our labour. Organising various camp and competition have indeed place me with experiences that will help me in my future.
Working life in those years has also been a short and sweet one. I'm fortunate enough to have supervisors that not only understands but also treats their workers as human. HAHA. In short, good nature. =) I still remember the 1st ever job I have is to sell some christmas cards and raise funds. Yong, hoe, Gannie and I walked around orchard at a mere sec 3 to sell cards to passerbys. Our earnings weren't alot but the experience was an amazing one. I've been in the retail line as well as admin one but nothing can beat against my last job which was a student care teacher. The satisfaction I get was humongous and I truely enjoy every essence of it. The temper and tantrum of individual students, to watch them grow and improve have significantly change my perception to our younger generation. Although I may not get the same result if I teach a govt school, its still worthy to give it a shot. =) Afterall, I still have one years to consider if I still wanna be a teacher officially or not.
Life evolves till here but I'm sure its still growing and budding. Rather than to wither when they reach the final stage, I'll make sure it'll last longer than its suppose to be. To be constant learning will be my resolution for the next decade. Be it learning to let go or to change, I'm sure I'll emerge as a better person when I re-evaluate this blog a decade from now. Yesterday's fireworks that decorated the black skyline beautifully round up my last week of being a 19. I've enjoyed myself not to the max but still, enjoyment is still enjoyment. HAHA. Packed this month including 1st few weeks of mext month. God, I need time alone. Alone.
(Duh!)