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Saturday, April 08, 2006

hey hey.... back!! well, i am sick now.. but still wanna type so that my frenz can read.. heex.. well, i haven been updating.. so i thought this would be the best time... :) i dunno if the bond of my friendship might be affected if i post it... but i really have to clear the air... :)

well, throughout this week, there is nothing special happening.. but.. from the day i start havin lessons at MI, i have been very close to a grp of frenz.. i treated them like my best fren.... and i thought i can go to them as long as i need some advices or wat.. and i seems to be 'pampered' by them.. hahax.. in sec sch, i am close to everybody in class.. so i can speak to anyone i like as long as they can give mi some valid advices... during that time, they seems to have everything planned for mi le.. so i dun usually have to do things independently... but things changes... in MI, like wat my teachers said, we have to get out of our comfort zone... so now, i am still struggling.. heex.. getting up is really difficult...

furthermore, in sec sch, i can talk to my best frenz bout my feelings or wat... but now, i dun seems to have anyone to talk to.. my frenz in MI have their own grp of frenz.. frenz in other sch seems to be busy... and i dun wanna bother them wiv my problems.. well, they seems to be happy when we are all around.. so i am happy too.. :)

some events which have happened makes mi ponder.... i treat them like best frenz... but do they treat mi like one?? i am not saying anyone... but recent events make mi feel sure of something.. there are some events which might have hinted mi long ago that something is wrong.. or..... maybe i am thinkin too much le... i noe u all maybe confused on wat u are reading... but, i dun have the courage to type them out... sorry... i juz wanna pour all my feelings out.. :)



[[** history can nv be deleted.. juz as a broken mirror.. it cannot be mended.. **]]

well, ngee ann called mi... they offer mi chemical engin.... should i go??? to all my frenz.. advices.... :)


** sorry.. seems like my sms scared u all.. i am fine.. juz that i am sick.. so dun feel like talkin... :) sorry if u think it is harsh... really sorry.. **

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