helloha!! yesterday was the cross country for the whole of millennia!!!! quite suai for mi coz its the 1st time they organise a cross country!!! this is my 5th year going there.. might as well make it my 2nd home... =.=

well, we were divided to two grps.. the competitive and the non conpetitive.. most of the competitive ppl was from garnet.. and most of them won!!! hai.. for my grp, only the gals managed to win.. none of the boys won anything.. =.=

me, estee, shi ying and mei wen were planning to run-and-walk... but we end up walking for the 1st 2.0km?? than we run wiv si ning.. the rest, scrolling andenjoing the view.. =) worse of all, greta was accompanying us............. in her dreams!!! hahax.. as expected... she was late.. when we ran finish, she juz woke up.. =.= come to the conclusion that, the nearer the event is to her hse, she will either not come or late.. =)

next, we went to greta hse and slack.. i am pratically doing nth... and the rest watched horror movie.. after that, mi and greta went to junction 8.. THE MOS BURGER THERE SUX!!!!!!!!!!! the service sux!!!! and the food too.. think i should make a complain letter there soon.. the cashier showed mi attiude... wah lao.. dun wanna work than dun work la... show ppl attitude for wat?? we didnt owe u anything lo.. feel like minusing off the service charge they charged mi.. ArgH!!!!

anyway, was quite an enjoyable one.. =)

well, i can say that today is the best day for mi!!

went early in the morning and i was greeted by some of my frenz!! The twins, amanda and the late coming queen..... GRETA!!!! yes.. the late-coming queen was early today!!! can say once in the blue moon.. =) than, after estee, shi ying and benny arrived, they helped mi celebrate my bdae wiv a choco cake!!! was touch by it.. =) thanx guys.. for everything and all the presents.. think its the thoughts that count the most.. =)

next, was the assembly today.. it WAS suppose to be a sexual education but... it was all bout how a gal-woo-a-guy skit.. LAME!!!! i was complaining the whole time.. and the guy sitting behind mi was getting horny or wat.. kept movin in front and occationally touch my back!!! EEEEEE!!!!!!! i hate him!!!! aRgh!!! so.. i was stuck in a particular position coz the guy in front also sat quite back.. =.= so.. was quite grateful when the show ended.. but the best part was the singing... i really like it.. =)

** **[[++ well, last para.. wanna say bout this unique person.. this gal... when she 1st came in.. i always bully her.. ask her to take stand, suan her, etc... but i nv thought i would soOoOo miss her.. nv thought that i can be quite impt in someone's memory or evperience.. to the extend that she is soOoOo scared to play on her own.. i regret not doing wat i should i do.. coz.. after the seniors graduated, she is left to stand alone.. she is a brave, clever, humourous, kind-hearted gal... thats my junior, ZIJUN!!!! i wanna say a special thanx and sorry... y a thanx? coz of the present... its not the present i am happy.. its ur thought that u harbour... =) after a long time of 'separation', i am really glad that u have not forgotten mi even though i am not constantly by ur side... i am sorry coz.. think i failed u as a senior.. having the experience of being have to fight alone in a war in horrible.. yet i didnt help u... i am really sorry... =( ++]]** **

kkz.. wanna thanx EVERYONE!!! those hu give presents or juz wishin mi well, i am really thankful coz of the thoughts of u guys remembering.. sorry to those whom i didnt say anything during ur bdae coz my hp a bit stupid... NV buy samsung hp... it SUX!!! nv remind mi of frenz bdae!!! hai.. kkz... quite a long one.. soOoo tara.. =)

kkz... went to sch wiv a 'sick' heart.. still feeling dizzy and everything.. some more one of the guy in my class like PMS like that.. attitute!!! lucky not to mi lo.. or i would have step him like an ant.. also.. i keep bumping onto that guy (A)!!! think the next moment i need to go hospital checkup le.. ARGH!!!!!! today is not the day for mi!!!!!!!

recently, i kind of notice that my temper is getting shorter and shorter.. i would flare up over the tiniest thing.. and i feel that life is quite meaningless... though i am beimg pampered wiv lots of frenz, but somehow i feel that there is something empty inside mi.. i dunno wat is it but i am certain that it is not happiness that i lack.. =)

seeing all my frenz rarely falling ill makes mi ponder... am i getting weaker as days go?? the usual RARELY fall sick... this is the 3rd time in 4 months that i am ill.. sianz.. i dun like the feeling.. esp the lastest one.. i really feel terrible.. and i think the after effect is still lingering around..

to all frenz, really hope i can be alone for awhile.. at least till i am well and start to go crazy again.. pls forgive mi if i really throw temper on u coz i dun really mean it.. god bless.. =)

hai... sick again.. well, at least today, i got the energy to get up and reply smses to frenz.. feeling terrible!!! went to see a doctor.. asked mi wat happened.. feel like telling the whole world that i ama sick coz i am near a guy.. lets call him A.. everytime i am near him, the next thing i noe is that i have got a flu.. sianx.. now is that i am sick!!!! miss everything... haiz.. think i will need to buy a health voodoo...

well, wanna thanx those hu wish mi well, =) my pillows, bed and blanket.. afterall, they accom mi throughout my nite of horror and pain.. =)

kkz.. have to eat my med again.. tara...

hai.. feeling bad today... failed my econs!!!!! hai.. and that stupid person, kept askin mi why i did so badly... sianx ar!!! but.. lucky my history and chem pass!!!!!! heex... hope i win that guy and gal.. =)

hmm.. think i can pass my history is due to my study warrior!!! the voodoo that i bought yesterday.. well, pass by mini toons and saw all the cute voodoos on display.. they have the love type, study/career, health and the last one i dunno le.. heex.. they are all soOoooOoo CUTE!!!!!! hahax.. bought a love and study... and i took them to sch.. the next thing i noe, i passed my history.. though i didnt pass my econs, i am still happy!!! ^.^

well, i dun really dare to post my marks in public... unlike someone (edgar) whose results are soOooOoo damn good but still say o.k!!! that kind of person ought to be punished!!! jkjk... well, felt quite sad when i got back my results.. its like... SUX!!!!! failed 2 subs.. though i dunno my compre.. but i think i flunk it.. =( the rest only borderline passes.. feel like dying today.. temper also not good.. albeit i really try to control it..

hai.. i am gonna CHIONG for my promos ar!!! dun care.. frenz, need ur help to push mi along!!! i vouch i am gonna be promoted!!!! hope i can la.. =)

hihi!!! back to update!!! heex.. well, today went to marina square wiv si ning, si wei, benny, greta and estee... we met at city hall... plan to set greta up but in the end, i told her our plan.. so... she didnt kana.. =.= but, next time, i wun be that soft hearted anymore... *evil grins*

well, we went to watch the Pirates Of The Carribean.. it was soOooooOoooooo damn nice!!! Orlando Bloom is getting more and more handsome!!! but Johnny Depp is still the most cutist.. heex.. its was really quite funny at 1st.. but the story is quite draggy.. even up to the end, i dun think i quite get the storyline.. =.= cursed and swear at the director.. bet his eyes muz be jumping like hell.. hahax...

than, mi and the twins, ( si ning and si wei ) talked throughtout the journey home.. talked bout lots of things.. i am really glad that i noe them.. coz, whenever i am sad, they will cheer mi up.. =) and i can really talk to them freely.. got to noe quite some stuffs..

recent events make mi ponder.. y those that get good grades wanna always improve and y those whom do badly feel so demoralised?? even going to the extent of not going to sch.. haiz.. wat are students up to these days?? they dun even possess the most basic thing.. to persevere till the end.. read one of my junior blog, almost all the band members ran away.. the trombone section only left wiv 2.. sian.. i dun even noe wat to do to help them.. friday is the Jyian nite le.. wat can i do?!?!?!?!??!! sorry to all my juniors.. i think i let u all down.. i didnt help u when u all need it.. when u all are covered in the state of darkness, i didnt let u all see a beam of light.. when u all are lost in the big ocean, i am not a becon that lead u all to safety.. really sorry.. i dun think i have the face to see u all.. =( dun think i am qualified to even say i love band.... but nevertheless, pls stay on and persevere.. hope u all will at least tell mi when u all are in trouble.. i will try my best.. =) really love u guys.. xing ting, bao zhen, eunice, li shan, zi jun, felice.......

argh!!!! juz got to realise that wat i blog yesterday was all gone!!!! my efforts are all wasted!!!! god damn it... nvm.. this entry is gonna be a long wan.. haiz..

well, yesterday, is the day when my most beloved hairband died... all coz of a fren of mine.. GRETA!! yes.. again.. ahe was the one that nearly cause the death of mi.. and now, my hairband broke into half juz bcoz she wanna pull it out from my neck.. lame rite.. thats her!! i everyday pull in and out got no problem... juz one pull from her and it is dead.. hai... lets observe one min of silence to commemorade my beloved hairband....


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ok!!! lets talk bout something else.. =) got back some of my papers... failed GP!!!!! compo... but i doubt i will pass compre la.. so juz say overall.. but to my surprise, i pass my math!!! i slept 2hrs during the paper and i passed!!! god bless mi!!! hahax.. and i pass my chinese too.. though its not wiv flying colours, i am still happy.. vouch that i will really try and work hard for my promos.. yeah!!! i can do it!!!

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well, talked to one of my frenz these few days... she really made mi admire her... not bcoz i am a lasbian.. =.= but is that she have the guts to confess her feelings for a guy she like.. she dun really care that after the confession, will the guy shun her whenever he see her or wat.. so.. i am really impressed that she got the daring to do so... cheeros to her.. after listening to her, i kind of ask myself.. if i did wat she did 4 years ago, would i be still stuck on 18/12?? though i didnt see him for 4 years le, i still have feelings for him.. am a wired or wat?? listening to radios and some of my fren's experience, i am really tromotised ( dunno how to spell.. ) bout going into a relationship... and i dun have the guts to tell a guy that i have feeling for him.. i dunno how my fren did it.. but i hope she will have a happy ending .. =)

maybe is coz i am used to keeping all the things inside mi... some of my frenz can tell mi their problems readily and i really wonder how they can impose such a trust on mi.. i will not let them down.. =) dun worry... all ur secrets are buried... =) i really hope i can have the ability to trust someone readily coz my heart is gonna turn black soon.. having a happy mask all life long isnt going to help.. so.. really can have someone whom can prove to mi that having a relation in fun and not tiring.. =) hope all the endings are wiv tears of joy and happiness.. =)

1 more exam and i am free!!!!!!! hhahax.. juz 1 more chEm!!! hahax.. well, hasen't been doing well in my math.. and chinese.. slept throughout the test!! hahax.. bravo to my courage.. =x

well, yesterday, all the year 1s had our 1st AKE performance @ IMM!! most of us reached bout 8++ am.. than got 1 malay teacher 'booked' the media room.. than we cant really play in there.. his class of malays are soOo small that he can actually move into the normal classroom but he didnt even take the initiative to do so.. @#@@^##@#!!! than we have to more EVEERY instruments out!!! waste all our energys.. these energys and time can be put into better usage lo.. worse of all... when we took out our last stand, they moved out.. its like thet purposely wanna see us suffer!!!! stupid ass teacher!!!! dun give a damn if u happen to read this blog coz u deserve it!!! stupid ass.. waste all our energy.. ur students better happen to read this blog and complain to u!!!

next, after all that unhappy incident, we have to move back the instruments.. than practice for awhile... and all of us find that we are playing till like shit.. when miss wee arrived, she really lecture us.. i didnt dare to play the solo thingy coz i was really afraid of her.. =.= i am the only soloist in my column whereas the rest of them are on the other side.. than the timing was a little different.. after all the practice, we changed and move the instruments down to the truck.. all of us were really like excerising.. we are like spoiled water taps.. the water juz keep on dripping.. than manage it.. but at IMM, again!!! argH!!!! we have to move the instruments up to the 3rd floor!!! i was really tired.. having to think that we muz move it back to sch!!! haiz.. at there, we watched jurong sec and commonwealth sec band... i really miss the band.. i heart ache when i watch them perform.. i think that there is really a huge difference between ake and band.. somehow, i think different races can really bond together faster in band than in ake.. and i really miss my trombone!!! all the ake members got really high when commonwealth played... we cheer and sing slong together.. that was really the fun part.. after the orchestra, its our turn to perform.. i was quite nervous.. and really.. lots of ppl were lookin from every directions.. u can juz feel it.. although it was not my 1st public performance, but i still feel nervous.. the performance was quite a success.. =) than, the we have to carry all instruments back to sch.. i was really lazy and beat when we reached sch.. sooo didnt help much..

overall, 2 pieces of the angkluang thingy were sacrificed.. hmm.. is it worth it?? nvm.. its all over afterall.. =)

wanna add on... for the last entry, the teacher is Mrs yeow.. =)

another post coming!! well, today is the start of my exams and i am posting this secretly!!! hahax.. well, today's history paper was a **** . i wrote till my hand broke le.. sob.. and i think i juz flang it... arGH!!!! well, wanna post this coz i wanna thx Mrs Leow!! my chem teacher.. she is damn good... while i was wondering aimlessly looking for my history teacher, she help mi look for her!!! she even let mi look at the time table for exams to see if my history teacher was on duty.. cool rite?? hahax.. well, hope i can pass my mid year!! sob.. oh.. gotta get back to sleeping, i mean study.. :) tara!!

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well, yesterday at the national stadium... there was an uprising event and most schs in singapore went to witness it.. yes, it was the singapore youth festival!!!!!! hahax.. thx to Lina, mi and mei wen manage to go.. hahax.. met mei ling there too.. she and mei wen support bowen sec, while i support Tk!!! hahax.. they also invited band from malaysia and thailand to perform.. well, i was pretty taken back when the malaysia band perform.. they can throw their mace so high that i thought none of our singapore bands can ever do that.. guess i was too naive.. well, deyi proved mi wrong.. they can also throw their mace on par wiv the malaysian band.. the audience there opened their widely.. we were in our wows!! hahax.. Tk also surprised us wov lots of props.. and new moves.. though their drum major was not as good compared to the last performance, i think he really did his best... so... a job well done... also..those ppl sitting beside mi were bad mouthing Tk... really hate them.. if they cannot accept the fact than dun come and see la.. stupid...

next was bowen.... can say their sound improved a lot!!!!!! but that doesnt mean they can march anyhow... ( sorry meiling) i can see that their moral was quite low... think thats the reason why some of their timing was quite out.. but still, they are the top 3 bands in singapore.. so cheeros to them!!!

after that.. mi and mei wen was like walking from kallang to suntec.. my feets was like soOo damn pain... juz wondered y millennia juz wun provide buses for us.. hai.. than had dinner at fesita wiv jun yong, say noe and karling... paid only 2++ for the dinner... hahax... well, karling has the voucher... heex... had quite a fun time toking wiv each other.. :)