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Saturday, January 31, 2009

As usual, i am back in my work place attemptting to do some work.. But!!!!! as my manager is not ard, i figure i can allow myself some time to go facebook and update my blog for an instance.. ( although i seems to have the time to update my blog almost everyday. )

well, had kind of a problem yest and i dunno how to handle it. One of my best friend encountered a peeping tom yest and i dunno how to talk to her about it. Kinda scared saying wrong words and stuff. If i asked her not to think about it, i would be an idoit cause if i am in her situation, i WILL think about it. No point chilling her cause it does'nt help. What has happen had already happened and both of us just hope that no photos were taken. Well, up till now, no photos are being circulated and that is a good news for now. But she still worries me. For the fact that she keeps thinking about the incident and that the fear she experienced during that time is still vivid, i hope she will pull through this. Just wanna say to her, I am sure in time to come, all these will just be like fine sands in desert, being blown away by the wind. =)



Best friends are siblings that God forget to give. =)
Friday, January 30, 2009

HAPPY LATE CNY EVERYONE!!!!



well, haven been updating much despite going back to work coz its really busy here and i dun even have the time to click the internet button. zzz ohwell, now i finally have the time already! =)

Well, went back to the previous company to temp take over a person's work as she is resigning. So off i go again back to my old job. This time round, they thought me different things so i kinda like it here.... BUT, the boss want a permanent one so i maybe jobless soon again.. =s nonetheless, i'll just enjoy whatever i can. =)

CNY this year was definitely not enjoyable. Other than haveing reunion dinner with family and hanging out with friends, there is basically nothing to be happy about. It seems like i have taken my A lvls results before CNY hence, the dampened mood. Will this year be THAT BAD? i mean, other than no schools for me now, and plus the recession, there is nothing wrong already.. so i really dunno whats wrong.. hmm.. oh wells, shall wait and see.
Thursday, January 22, 2009

His hand gently slides around your waist,
Another hand on your chin.
Eyes looking deep into your eyes,
Moving close towards your lips...


yeah, i am bored i know. Money, dun stop coming in pls. =p

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Life would have been real boring for me if friends haven inject fun into my mundane lifestyle. Occasionally, its really fun to be here, there and everywhere ti shop, haven fun and kana the stubborn sunburn that just refuses to go away, leaving a really stinging feeling whenever i wear clothes. Zzz well, its still an experience going to SENTOSA to an ultimate getaway from the urban life we have been living in.

Friday, 16th Jan, Caier, Fath, Greta, Huiping, Pui leng and me head down to SENTOSA to celebrate ping's bdae. Started the day off with Greta late again and after all the shopping and stuffs, it was already afternoon before we reached siloso beach. Attempt to play volleyball after our lunch is a failure due to lack of practice and exercises we have. =.= ohwells, in the end, some of us end to soaking under the scorching sun, some went swimming. Photo taking sessions and updating individual's life seems a good way to enjoy my friday afternoon with the girls. After the shower, headed off to vivo to buy an extra gift for ping before they head off to mind's cafe for the night. 

Was suppose to spent my saturday slacking in my bed but yong had to call me to accom gannie for her shopping trip to vivo! LOL! Anyway, spent my saturday fruitfully shopping rather than just slacking at home doing nothing. Think of the amount of calories brunt walking as compared to just lying in my bed reading books. =p Had a real enjoyable day with her and girl, I have already sent in photos to various shopping malls. LOL! Did u find in difficult to buy something nowadays? =p

Sunday went by like a total breeze. The only things i remembered was heading to the gym for a good 2 solid hours and to the NYPSO concert held at esplanade. Gym was a fruitful one considering i RAN 4km. Okie, that was an achievement for me can. Ohwells, should i train to ran 42km or 21km?

After gym, head to esplanade with mandy for the corncert. I must say its really an ear-opening experience. Firstly, its my first time attending a SO concert. The string ensemble was really nice and its smoothing to the ears. Percussion ensemble was super duper fun and high and its really different from the other ensembles that played. If other ensembles are described as mature and classy, then the percussion ensemble would be young and alive! Overall, my rating for the concert is definitely a high one. 9/10 for them and i'll definitely attend their concert again. Thanks Tina for the tickets! =)

Monday, went out with estee and jess for some new year stuffs again. LOL! I love outings with them please. Other than being fun and cranky MOST of the time, advices are given and we can talk about anything and everything under the sun, moon, universe. U name it, we talk about it. LOL. Brought quite a few things from marina square and plan to meet during new year season. =) 31st okie people? =)) ohoh, and our malaysia trip before jess decides to hop on a plane to Aussie. =D

Yep! Thats my buzzy weekend and honestly, i think i'll just find a full time job since i already know i cant enter uni. Have been slacking and no money in! =(

Ohya, I hate and love Lisa Gardner. This author certainly play with reader's mind. Officially. I've read 3 of her books and i must say all of them got me hooked right to the end. Not to mention, they always keep me in suspense right smack in the middle. Leaving me tempted to just flip the pages to determine who is the murderer. Just when u suspect its one of the early characters who were introduced right at the beginning, its not. Its one of the few characters who were introduced near to the end so i have no choice but to read while my mind was cursing and swearing at the author for making me damn hooked. I haven read enough books for comparison but i must say she's one of the authors that can pull off romance and crime beautifully. At one point, I'm so involved in the follow up of the crime than suddenly, romance entered in. Nice, coherent and definitely enticing. A book i would reccomend for a boring afternoon to allow your imaginations to run wild and enter into the world of FBIs.


Thursday, January 15, 2009

last updated was tues. had coped in my house for the past 48hours or so. Occassionally going out to fetch my younger sis from school. Other than that, i have burried myself in between the adventures of Sherlock Holmes and pet society. Well, and some info about certain issues. It has really been brainless days spent for me and i feel really like a useless piece of metal while trying to think hard of some constructive things to type here.

While i was researching some footballers in a bid to spent my time away, it came upon me that there are some people who are of the same age as me are now enjoying fame and gains in which i will never in my life could have gain. I was wondering how they might feel as they are undergoing lots of pressures to do well and giving up what i deem important. Friendship.

Admit it, there aren't real friends in their world. Whoever befriends them could have some motives in mind and i doubt i can live in their world. It seems to me that they have undergone a lot more things and experience than someone who is merely typing behind the computer screen. Would i have enjoyed myself with the accompany of friends while in mind thinking of paparazzi who could have taken the most unglam photos? Would i permit myself to be framed and live abide to the rules of the public? ( ps, i have WAY too much time to imagine that i am a hot celeb k! =p ) Well, i would,  for a moment, thought that my live belongs to the public and not to myself. Whoever i am with will be scrutinized under keen eyes of the public, no privacy and may fall under bad influences. Sometimes, i wonder if being unfamous and unpopular will led to better and mature thinking as being the opposite. Ah wells, i really cant be bothered as i'm going to enjoy myself to what life has to offer me. =)


a little note from the past.
Written with a pen, 
sealed with a kiss.
If you are my friend, 
than please answer this.
Are we friends or not, 
you told me once but i forgot.
So tell me now, 
and tell me truth.
So that i can say, 
i'm here for you.
And if i die before you do, 
i'll go to heaven and wait for you. =)

Fight for those who loves you, 
not for those whom you love.

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

okie~~ reason for the no updates, coz i didnt have free access to the computer coz i dun have an admin job.. LOL. anyway, have been quite busy this past few days indugling myself with the company of frenz. well well, lets see..

since my jobless status were made official on wed, on that very night, went out with jon and gan for the movie YESMAN again! lol.. i know, watched like every NICE movie twice but its worth it can. =p as for thurs, i have been slacking at home watching anime and playing facebook. i love that day too much to let it go. intending to do the same on fri but went to ngee ann open hse with meiwen and mandy. anyway, just go there to pop by and visit some frenz.. its not as good as last year laa but still, we learnt lots of things. =) it has been a fruitful trip i must say.

up next on sat, i see myself again with the Ms, now with meiling joining in. i swear we had our laughters filling the air of orchard and marina square!! our intention was to buy school bag( mandy ), and new year clothes for ourselves. didnt get the bag but meiling bought clothes. we tried like no tml can. it was not just tiring on the feet but fun too! i end up a dead log at the end of the day. well, we'll see each other during new year!

moving on to sunday, the whole entire day was spent with gan, her sis and my bro. well, the four of us started that day in the gym working out. after that, went to suntec for a church service with them at new creation church. i must say it was a relatively an enjoyable one due to the out spoken and humourous pastor, making the whole entire atmosphere a light one. =) but its kinda long and dddddrrrraaaaaaaggggggggyyyyyy and i sometimes find him contradicting himself. Hmmmmm~~  well, anyway, head off home after gan bought her things. went to her hse to watch harry potter and the globet of fire but left after the end of the 1st VCD. was too tired and there is an outing on monday as well.

monday!!! ahha! was the highlight of the week as well as my outing. well, this is the 1st time i cross borders with leng, ping, greta and caier!!!! i love it thought there are some hiccups here and there. but still, i am glad it kinda dissolves a little when we were heading home and stuff. anyway, it was kinda messing when we were crossing the borders.. i mean have ta alight here and boarding there. but all and all, we reached the place before having a feast at kim gary cafe aka, hong kong cafe. The food there was quite nice and in proportion with the exception of mine. the bowl is bigger than my fat face can!!! i can only eat half of what i order. as for the rest of the dishes, it is good. =) after the brunch, we were split into 2 groups before our shopping spree!!! my group was more of a look see look see whereas caier and gretz are technically shopping. well, spent about 60SGD for a pair of shoes, a dress, 1 Za facial wash, 1 clean and clear toner, 4 new year cards, 1 bangles and 1 ring and all the food we ate! quite worth it i must say. =) after that, thats where the problem starts. cause of all the shopping, i slacked at the medicure shop while waiting for ping to do hers. didnt went down in time to meet greta and caier and had them wait for like more than an hour. well, didnt realise they dun have autoroam and despite calling few attempts, still didnt went down till like 6 plus plus when they came up. sorry guys.. will never do that again and greta, its definitely not revenge. not in a place where safety is of a concern and frenz dun revenge for people coming late in the 1st place so just knock that outta you!! =D

anyway, haven been taking any much pictures coz i am lazy to do so. =p and coz it has been too fasinating to even rem it. ah wells, i'm sure it'll be lock up in my brains for awhile yeah?! well, after listing out whatever i have done for the past few days, realised that i seems to have left my family out in the lurch. shall spent some quality time with them!! 





yeah right, slacking? 



a teacher asked a class of students what are the seven wonders of the world.
she pointed to a girl sitting just 2 rows from the front.
the girl answered :" the seven wonders of the world are 




to see, 
to hear, 
to sense, 
to smell, 
to taste, 
to cry and 
to love.

to often than not, we overlook the small valuable things we have and keep complaining that we dun have enough. then what about those people who dun have at all?
Wednesday, January 07, 2009

okie~ today is my last day of work as an admin. the newcomer, May, was pretty good! got to know her better throughout the two days and she can work faster than me. could it be due to the 4 years experience she had or am i slow? hmmm.. ohwells~ i'll be looking for some F&B jobs to give it a shot. =) meanwhile, i just wanna enjoy the days by SLEEPING LATE TML!!!!!! well, thats what gretz HAS been doing.. =x
Monday, January 05, 2009

last week was my record breaking week!! lol.. actually, not a very big deal laa.. didnt sleep for 24hrs for 2 days!! 1 is at yong hse whereas 1 is at the airport. sent miss wee off to USA on sunday morning so had to ton on sat night. before heading off to the airport, went to the cathay to watch twilight for the very last time. met gan and jon and the starbucks there but jon didnt watch laa.. anyway, wanna give him a BIG THANY YOU for buying the 1st row seats! gan and my heads were like strain can. and its kinda weird to seat sooooooooo near. anyway, i think we still enjoy ourselves=D had mac before heading off to the airport.


completed twilight storybook within 7 hours and that includes shifting ard.. stayed with the Ms, james and my brother. finally settled at the coffee club before meeting miss wee and sending her off. slept through the train journey and officially reached home at ard 9 plus before my 10 hours beauty sleep sets in. =) nice day huh i know. =)

there is a newbie coming in and i am suppose to teach her till wed. i really hope she is friendly and can stay at least till i go. in that way, i dun have ta work as an admin anymore~~ slacking here i come! =)



we're conditioned to not make mistakes,
but i cant live that way~
Saturday, January 03, 2009

i hate this year... officially.. my ti-ti went into a tiiiiiiiiii




Basket... and my bus fares jumped from 45cents to a freaking $1.33 when i need to go to work! I am officially gonna stay in Jurong to find some jobs so that i dun ta take any public transport.. =)




oh! and i am so happy!!! i'll be meeting edward later.. but for the last time though.. =(

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Friday, January 02, 2009

HELLO 2009!!!




i already dun like my second day of you coz i need to wake up right early in the morn and work! ohwells~ its gonna end soon so i'll just tolerate!


spent my last day of 2008 and the 1st few hours of 2009 with the KLPians together with sam. Steamboat at yong's hse was initially fun but due to certain crop ups and stuff, i dun find myself enjoying much. I know i was kind of a bitch when i suddenly isolated myself away but hey, it takes two hands to clap. I have been tolerating that kind of comments for like every outing we have and that was the last straw. Its like up to my neck already and yet, no one is sensitive enough to stop and shut. while out in the corridors, i kept thinking, throughout the years, i've been feeling so scared of every outing we have. I'm scared about the clothes i wear, the words you guys wanna say, the comments about everything. From my head to my toes and i think i dun have to put that up. maybe, i dun need to put that up in the 1st place so this upcoming year, there'll be a change. i wanna be comfortable with u guys IN whatever i wear or in whatever places we go and to do that, i think i'll be a lot more straight forward and determined.

ohwells, tough things aside, i enjoyed my night. Gan seems to sense something wrong in me and accompanied me standing outside enjoying the cold breeze which seems to froze my heart along with my smile. Sometimes, frenz just need to stand beside and you wunt feel the cold anymore. little gestures goes a long way. A long way. Be it organizing an outing, spending time to shop for gifts and missing each other, i think we'll go a long way.

played some games until i dun feel like playing anymore and i could see that some people were kind of upset. i'm sorry guys but, i just dun have the mood. i am really sorry. but still, i dunno why, i just enjoyed that night despite wasting it away =))

and sam, this is your 1st time here and i displayed this kind of attitude. sorry for the impression coz they are a really crazy bunch of lovable people =D i really hope u've enjoyed ur night there with us?

and to the frenz i've yet to meet, a good 2009 for you! =)) and meet up soon!!



i'm in a tough but sweet world=)

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