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Monday, August 28, 2006

kkz... a loOoOng period of time passed.. i have been through lots of things.. hmm... not that much though.. heex..

well, sat went out wiv KAH HUI and SHANNY to marina!! hahax.. was quite an enjoyable trip!! to be exact.. we went there so as to brighten up shanny.. hahax.. for some cannot-say-it-out reason, she vent it on her poor wallet... brought lots of bags and ate quite a lot.. but i am still the winner.. hahax.. than we brought an addidas shirt for JY!! hahax.. hope he really like it.. =D

than, on sun, went to mac to study math.. hahax.. but end up settling both my lunch and dinner there.. =.= grown fatter le.. i noe.. think thats y i couldn't pass my running.. nvm.. =D

overall, there is no much change la.. except.. i wanna announce one thing.. hahax.. SI NING's bottle died on the 24/8/06!! hahax.. the murderer is from.......................... s3!!! hahax.. well, that guy didnt even say sorri la.. than juz walk away le.. no manners at all!! she didnt even get to see her bottle for the last time lehz.. hmm... y recently got so many things died ar?? strange.. but nvm.. =)

promos are coming.. got to work hard le.. =D
Thursday, August 24, 2006

ArgH!!!! again.. haiz.. kkz.. continue from the last post... i cannot donate.. coz they say my veins are too small and soft.. =.= end!!!

hahax.. got quite a lot to update.. so end wiv a little note.. *smile*

*sweaty* why?? coz today i re-run 2.4km.... and coz of ESTEE!!!!! i improved ALOT!!! hahax.. thx!! she a little siao la.. run the 8 rounds wiv mi!!!! hahax.. juz nid her to admit that she LOVES running.. than.... again.. i failed!!! twice!!! should have played games.. =.= dun really wanna run again.. hai.. juz 20 more sec... but.. forget it.. =)

anyway, kept playin maple... GOT TO STOP!!! aRgH!!! cant fail!! got a lecture from miss wang.. promos are coming at a high speed!!! and i haven start on anything!! esp math.. i dun even understand mr saw.. kkz.. i didnt listen coz i am slow... and he is going fast... or am i lazy??!?!

than again.. there is something to be a little proud of.. =) tuesday, 2 teams from TTC went to BC to participate in their 'activity'.. it was quite fun!! had really a good time there.. =) and i MUST admit... there is a lot of good-looking guys there compared to here.. hahax.. kkz.. learn a lot too.. got to noe the pressue our parents is going.. and a lot!! but most of us think that its the teachers that made us the winner.. think they purposely one.. =.= but nevertheless, still nid to thank them.. =) and i really enjoy it.. =) overall, their campus is still not bad... still got sell ice cream!!! =) thats wat i love the most... but.. still nid to control my weight!! gain alot.. *blushes*

kkz... thats how long my entry is gonna be.. =)
Tuesday, August 22, 2006

*driP, DriP, dRip... * thats wat i heard in my last lesson today.. hahax.. is the blood donation thingy.. =D well, today was the blood 'giving' exercise... being a caring and compassionate person, i stepped up long ago to donate blood!! hahax.. though i am DAMN scared of needles BUT, i still went for it.. ...


HOWEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was being rejected!!! sob.. they say my veins tooOooOooo small and soft.. =( thus i cannot donate.. they still ask mi to train on dumb bells.. =.= nevertheless, i will still try again.. =)
Saturday, August 19, 2006

YaWn.... this week is a sleepy week.. albeit i slept early everyday, i am still tired.. my energy level is depleting everyday.. haiz.. time to recharge soon!! =)

well, lots of things happen this week, decided not to retake my NAFA... so... next week, i cannot play any games wiv my frenz at all!!! sianz.. but this week, at least my frenz sacrifice their break to play or accom mi!!! hahax.. noble.. isn't it.. hahax.. but anyway, thanx.. =)

had many assignments due and tests approaching rapidly.. can say i really put in ALOT of efforts... but think i fail my pratical.. got my units mixed up.. and is MOCK somemore.. sianx ar!! but, at least i have my unit test to count on.. pray i can score..

yesterday, had a really good talk wiv erika!!! hahax.. we were sitting in the bus stop and chit chat non-stop.. ignorant of the ppl around us.. hahax.. well, heard a good news, she passed every subs!!! *applause* good work!! hahax.. but she sacrifice a lot.. she studied a lot... think i can juz burried her under piles of books.. hahax.. =) but think thats one thing i can learn from her.. she can really sit and study consistently for hours!! thats wat i cant.. =( well, need to buck up!! promos are coming fast!! teachers and frenz kept saying that.. making mi feel nervous and all.. but i wun be sick again.. hope so la..


next is a rather grim matter.. my clique is having problems.. i really dunno wat to say.. should i juz post up here or juz talk to them?? i admit i too have problems around.. and i often PMS... i possess some character which my frenz find it a thorn in the roses... i am not perfect... i dun care if someone hate mi coz there is bound to be someone whose character juz dun suit mi... or vice verse... but at least i listen to my bad points and try to change.. if u juz find my face too detestable, than i juz stay away from u.. i really wanna noe wat the problems lies between the 8 of us.. and i really hope that we can still remain as frenz..



some frenz are juz not worth to keep.. why?
coz....
they dun listen...

they only care for themsleves...


they juz wan the whole world to follow them...

try to extend bad influence to ppl around them.....


identify the promblems... but juz wun find a solution....

need to repeat things twice....
but still dun get into their heads.....

always repeating their own ' ideologies' bout things...


their world is too perfect.... it juz seems like living in plastics..
Monday, August 14, 2006

sad... why?? one of my teacher said i am getting distracted... is it?? i am wondering too.. maybe i am still in a national-day-kind-of-mood... or am i slacking till like hell?? maybe she hit the right point.. i am getting lazier each day.. playing maple, watching tv, hanging out wiv frenz.. am i wrong?? or is it that my time management genes IS depleting?!?!?!?! ArgH!!! i dun wan that to happen!!! i wanna do well for my promos.. i dun wanna let the teachers down again... the SPA, the practical and various assignments made mi feel that i didnt care.. i handed in sloddish(kkz.. dunno how to spell again... SomEonE chEck The DictIonarY!!!) work... sianz.. can someone help mi stay focues?? i wanna work hard, play hard.. i dun wanna slack.. kkz... juz wanna make a notice, i wun be updating the blog as frequently as the past... everyone is rushing now.. if i dun, i might juz fail, like my 2.4.. =.= now, i wanna focus on my studies real hard... i can sense the tension in class... everyone wanna be promoted... and as a class... =) perhaps this is the source of motivation that should keep mi going on...


lastly, sorry miss wang, if u happen to read blog.. i juz wanna say that i am really sorry... and i really wanna thank u for wakin mi up at this point in time.. i promise that in my mind, i will only empasize on studies... thanx... =)
Sunday, August 13, 2006

KBOX RULEZzZ !!!

hahax... went to kbox to enjoy ourselves yesterday... =) wiv jy, sh, xh, ed, kh, kl and ys!!! heex.. well, wasnt that enthu.. =( but i still like it.. wat i like is their accompany.. not the songs.. =) so quite ok afterall..

after that, all those meeting someone de go le.. than left mi, yan shan, xian han, jun yong and say hoe go eat.. =.= went to Imm's burger king to enjoy.. than went jp.. =) some pictures are being posted at jun yong's blog.. can go and have a look!!!


kkz... give up.. cannot put photos!!!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006

happi bdae to u, happi bdae to u, happi bdae to singapore!!!!!!!!!!!

happi bdae to u..... ~~ ('v')

YeahZz... today is singapore's 41st bdae!!! hahax... i wanna go see the actual thing!!!! *sob*
for this year is the last time we will be celebrating at the national stadium...... =( and i mom didnt even tell mi to get the tickets!!!! ArgH!!! haiz... well, i have lots of beautiful memories there... rem the 1st time i went to watch the national day celebration wiv sch, the day when i won the tickets to watch the actual thingy, SYF military and etc... it means a lot to mi!!! and also to other singaporeans as well.. =)

well, yesterday celebrated the national day in sch.. it was quite ok except for the discussion thingy... i love the singing part.. at 1st, i think i am the only one high.. than later the rest jioned in and we stood up and sing!!! we form a circle and soon, merge wiv the other classes!!! COOL!!! hahax.. we shouted and screamed till my throat went hoarse... ( a little la ) after that, went to buy present for SHanNy!!! hahax... met jun yong, say hoe, kent and KAH HUI!!! heex.. was quite an enjoyable outing... =) i am waiting for sat!!! hahax...

kkz... i secretly and constantly read a blog... whom i shall keep it a secret.. =) found out that he has someone in his heart already.. was quite shocked when i read it... my heart stopped a bit... but continue la... hmmm... thought bout it for a night.. think that was a mere crush... not really like.. so still ok ba.. ( or am i consoling myself?? ) nvm.. kkz... till here... =)

P.S : sorry si ning... my feet too big.. constantly stepped on ur feet... sorry... =(
Saturday, August 05, 2006

early in the morning... greeted by a small squeak from the TROMBONE!!!

yup... the sound of a trombone should be thunderous... should be GRAND!!! but i was greeted by a squeak.. =(

went to juying band today.. i muz say i am quite impressed by the sound of the clarinet instead.. =.= the 12 of them can cover the BASS!! so.. u all can see how lousy can we be le.. sianx..

heard them reharsing for the national day celebration ... was quite a job well done.. and i really like the storm performed by them.. =) but i couldnt hear the trombonist solo... quite sad.. there are also many flaws spotted by mi and zi jun.. how the gals sit in the front row made mi really embarrassed.. i want the judges to HEAR their talents to get a silVer back... not to SEE somewhere in order to get a SilvEr... pls gals... show respect to URSELF!!!!

muz admit that being a sectional leader is difficult.. felice kept complaining that her section, ( comprising of only 1 person ) didnt co-operate wiv her... imagine when i am the sectional leader... i have to control 7 of them... =.= kkz... nvm.. think we pampered her alot.. =x

quite shocked by the speed the teachers of the band is doing things.. up till now, not even a committee is being chosen... wat for have a good committee when the band standard is like this??? wat for?? and i am really surprised by the drum major.. not that i dun like her.. but i really doubt her ability to help the band major.. anyway, since the leaders there wanted to give her another chance, than i am fine wiv it.. =)

lastly, wanna say GOOD LUCK to all those taking 'N' or 'O' lvls this year... make aure u all are using full use of ur time and dun end up like mi.. =)

[[ wanna blast VCH on our concert!!!! ]] =) *
Friday, August 04, 2006

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SUX!!!!!!!

i dun say she sux coz of her attitude...

i dun say she sux coz of her personality....

most of all, i dun say she sux coz of her character....

i say SHE sux coz......


she is a murderer!!!!

she killed two of my beloved hairbands... =(

and naturally, owe mi 20 hairbands... =)

well, lets observe 1 min of silence.... again...

to commemerade my most beloved ( longest living ) hairband...

1 min passed...

kkz... *sob* still miss it... well, she got a torturous beating from mi... ( only pulling of hairband )
and i will NEVER forgive her!!!! arGh!!!!!
Thursday, August 03, 2006

arGh!!!!!!!

1st thing that slap mi early in the morning.... I FAILED MY 2.4!!!!!!!! this is the 1st time in my whole entire life that i failed that!!! are my legs getting fatter?? am i getting weaker or wat?!?!?!? but nvm.... =) coz its not reflected in my A level cert!! =) ( but reflected through my size.. =.= )

kkz... juz read my class blog... hmm... wondering wat has happened to us.. even the teacher has to post the entry to reminD us.. haiz.. i can only conclude that ot everyone is perfect.. the teachers are trying very hard to ' please ' us... but we somehow find fault in them... kkz... i admit that i am not the one.... =x but somehow, we should be considerate to them ma.. i can only say i salute u teachers... =)
Tuesday, August 01, 2006

ReFlecTioNs!!!!

Well, today didnt went on well.... my eyes was like twitching till like hell... and in the end, counldn't catch the bus and worse, i mess up my chem practical!!!! ArgH!!!!! juz coz of the word BETWEEN and i am ruin... sob... feel that i let down miss wang and mrs leow.. hai.. promise i will be more careful le..

also, today was my NAFA... came across a fucking teacher!!!! that !@##@!@??>@! teacher!! we wanna do our own way of sit up cannot ar?? muz folo urs mehz?? elbow go beyond the knee cannot ar?? huh?? slap that stupid face of his.. he didnt even show the basic respect to the students in toh tuck campus!!!! wat minus 1, 2, 3 huh?? that stupid teacher.. if u are from bartley, dun expect peace from mi next year!!! as if we all owe him a living.. pls lo.. if he say he juz following the MOE guidelines, than he is lying.. the size is obvious OUT!!!!!! and that bitter gourd face... see le wanna punch....

anyway, growing bad tempered nowadays.. sianz.. think i am really stressed out.. wanna do well for my promos but the class somehow is not co-operative.. we didnt really encourage one another.. miss wang changed our sitting arrangement... hope it will really helps despite minute disagreements... =) think i really miss my hubby... need to visit it during this sat... haiz... I REALLY WANNA DO WELL FOR MY PROMOS....

not forgetting.... i wanna see the whole clique promoting up wiv mi... =)