argh!!!! juz got to realise that wat i blog yesterday was all gone!!!! my efforts are all wasted!!!! god damn it... nvm.. this entry is gonna be a long wan.. haiz..

well, yesterday, is the day when my most beloved hairband died... all coz of a fren of mine.. GRETA!! yes.. again.. ahe was the one that nearly cause the death of mi.. and now, my hairband broke into half juz bcoz she wanna pull it out from my neck.. lame rite.. thats her!! i everyday pull in and out got no problem... juz one pull from her and it is dead.. hai... lets observe one min of silence to commemorade my beloved hairband....


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ok!!! lets talk bout something else.. =) got back some of my papers... failed GP!!!!! compo... but i doubt i will pass compre la.. so juz say overall.. but to my surprise, i pass my math!!! i slept 2hrs during the paper and i passed!!! god bless mi!!! hahax.. and i pass my chinese too.. though its not wiv flying colours, i am still happy.. vouch that i will really try and work hard for my promos.. yeah!!! i can do it!!!

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well, talked to one of my frenz these few days... she really made mi admire her... not bcoz i am a lasbian.. =.= but is that she have the guts to confess her feelings for a guy she like.. she dun really care that after the confession, will the guy shun her whenever he see her or wat.. so.. i am really impressed that she got the daring to do so... cheeros to her.. after listening to her, i kind of ask myself.. if i did wat she did 4 years ago, would i be still stuck on 18/12?? though i didnt see him for 4 years le, i still have feelings for him.. am a wired or wat?? listening to radios and some of my fren's experience, i am really tromotised ( dunno how to spell.. ) bout going into a relationship... and i dun have the guts to tell a guy that i have feeling for him.. i dunno how my fren did it.. but i hope she will have a happy ending .. =)

maybe is coz i am used to keeping all the things inside mi... some of my frenz can tell mi their problems readily and i really wonder how they can impose such a trust on mi.. i will not let them down.. =) dun worry... all ur secrets are buried... =) i really hope i can have the ability to trust someone readily coz my heart is gonna turn black soon.. having a happy mask all life long isnt going to help.. so.. really can have someone whom can prove to mi that having a relation in fun and not tiring.. =) hope all the endings are wiv tears of joy and happiness.. =)