haiz.. fri had our very first practice without the seniors.. sad la.. all suddenly very sian.. practice spirited away.. for 3 whole hours and we still cant go through the whole song.. even sian.. feel that our batch is the worse la.. coz even the juniors can play better than us.. haiz.. wanna go back to toh tuck.. where we push the instruments out before the seniors arrive.. where we wait patiently for all the seniors to arrive.. where we push our instruments back to the small room use to store our instruments.. and more.. time really pass.. maybe to the others, they have treasure the seniors so they are willing to let them go.. but i am not.. i am that kind of person whereby the more i treasure, the more i wan them to stay.. i tend to treasure the moment where we really had our last practice and after that, regret not treasuring them more.. weird huh? but ya.. its true.. i dun like to be senior.. coz i have to take responsibility to what i do or say.. when teachers blame mi for anything, they wun have the mentality that 'oh, u are still a junior' time, pls stop.. i dun wanna take my H1 subs so soon, i dun wanna move to the new campus so soon.. i just wanna stay at toh tuck longer so i can be more friendly towards the seniors.. i wanna re-plan the whole entire bonding trip so that everyone really enjoy.. i dun wan someone to say that its boring after 2 months..

i wish upon a star to stop the time.. =(