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Friday, January 02, 2009

HELLO 2009!!!




i already dun like my second day of you coz i need to wake up right early in the morn and work! ohwells~ its gonna end soon so i'll just tolerate!


spent my last day of 2008 and the 1st few hours of 2009 with the KLPians together with sam. Steamboat at yong's hse was initially fun but due to certain crop ups and stuff, i dun find myself enjoying much. I know i was kind of a bitch when i suddenly isolated myself away but hey, it takes two hands to clap. I have been tolerating that kind of comments for like every outing we have and that was the last straw. Its like up to my neck already and yet, no one is sensitive enough to stop and shut. while out in the corridors, i kept thinking, throughout the years, i've been feeling so scared of every outing we have. I'm scared about the clothes i wear, the words you guys wanna say, the comments about everything. From my head to my toes and i think i dun have to put that up. maybe, i dun need to put that up in the 1st place so this upcoming year, there'll be a change. i wanna be comfortable with u guys IN whatever i wear or in whatever places we go and to do that, i think i'll be a lot more straight forward and determined.

ohwells, tough things aside, i enjoyed my night. Gan seems to sense something wrong in me and accompanied me standing outside enjoying the cold breeze which seems to froze my heart along with my smile. Sometimes, frenz just need to stand beside and you wunt feel the cold anymore. little gestures goes a long way. A long way. Be it organizing an outing, spending time to shop for gifts and missing each other, i think we'll go a long way.

played some games until i dun feel like playing anymore and i could see that some people were kind of upset. i'm sorry guys but, i just dun have the mood. i am really sorry. but still, i dunno why, i just enjoyed that night despite wasting it away =))

and sam, this is your 1st time here and i displayed this kind of attitude. sorry for the impression coz they are a really crazy bunch of lovable people =D i really hope u've enjoyed ur night there with us?

and to the frenz i've yet to meet, a good 2009 for you! =)) and meet up soon!!



i'm in a tough but sweet world=)

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