While i was researching some footballers in a bid to spent my time away, it came upon me that there are some people who are of the same age as me are now enjoying fame and gains in which i will never in my life could have gain. I was wondering how they might feel as they are undergoing lots of pressures to do well and giving up what i deem important. Friendship.
Admit it, there aren't real friends in their world. Whoever befriends them could have some motives in mind and i doubt i can live in their world. It seems to me that they have undergone a lot more things and experience than someone who is merely typing behind the computer screen. Would i have enjoyed myself with the accompany of friends while in mind thinking of paparazzi who could have taken the most unglam photos? Would i permit myself to be framed and live abide to the rules of the public? ( ps, i have WAY too much time to imagine that i am a hot celeb k! =p ) Well, i would, for a moment, thought that my live belongs to the public and not to myself. Whoever i am with will be scrutinized under keen eyes of the public, no privacy and may fall under bad influences. Sometimes, i wonder if being unfamous and unpopular will led to better and mature thinking as being the opposite. Ah wells, i really cant be bothered as i'm going to enjoy myself to what life has to offer me. =)
a little note from the past.
Written with a pen,
sealed with a kiss.
If you are my friend,
than please answer this.
Are we friends or not,
you told me once but i forgot.
So tell me now,
and tell me truth.
So that i can say,
i'm here for you.
And if i die before you do,
i'll go to heaven and wait for you. =)
Fight for those who loves you,
not for those whom you love.
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(Duh!)