To the ultimate day. Yes! My heart could'nt stop pumping and thumping. My mind can't stop thinking. Its killing me. I am afraid to plan anything on that day, the day after it and the day after after it. I'm afraid I'll cry till my eyes are sore and puffy. I'm afraid I cant take it though I know I deserve it. I'm afraid of losing what I already have. There are a whole lot of million things that pass through my mind. Private? No money. Work? No cert. It seems like a dead end which ever way I think. It isn't suppose to be like that.
Insomnia is driving me crazy!!
But the best thing is that I know I won't be facing it alone. It warmth my heart knowing that people care how I am gonna handle it rather than wanting to know my results. =)
Labels: warmth in a storm
