Well, time to update about my personal life here. Went to Cleo's bachalor party at zirca with greta and caier!! It was hell lot of fun with all the dancing and stripdance and supporting our eyecandies and many many more!! haha. Despite after a month since I went there, it is still so vivid in my mind!
Next one would be going with Gannie to st James!! Haha. 2 girls only k so I'm kinda proud of it. BUTBUT! its too crowded and we can barely move our butts when we want to. Just when we were getting in the mood, someone just have to pass by and thus, we have to stop. Feel that we're not daring enough. Ohwells, estee and jess will be coming along the next time we go!! =D
An another would be a night out with the MI girls. After meeting them and talking for awhile, we realised that we have not been contacting much with one another except a few girls. But, we did alot of catchups!! =) Went to Clark Quay's Ma Miason to chill and have dinner. Only one girl was exceptionally late but nevermind. She make it up by eating fast. Haha. After that, we chill out at fashion bar. The music was wayyyy too loud and we can barely hear ourselves gossip. =.= Martini at only 5 bucks!! I'm so going there soon!! =))
Have been buying so many clothes for blogshops and stuff! Well, some are for myself laaa but I think I deserve it okie? LOL! okie. Fine. Haha. But it was a fun day shopping with estee and jess! We spent like 4 hours choosing clothes? After that, we cab down to estee's house for the photo-taking as she is not feeling well. BUT!! she still help us by being the model! I love spending time with them and we can talk about anything! And I feel that thats what friends should feel like. Comfortable, Happy with no reserves whatsoever! =))
On trains, I thought of a poem myself! It really reflects what I'm feeling there and than. =)
Is it a good investment?
I asked.
When friends got into relation,
Left us.
When friends fell in love,
Ignored us.
When friends have different goals, hobbies or mentalities,
Pushed us.
It just showed me how shallow our friendship is
Thats all.
So now you'll answer
Is it a good investment?
Just this few sentences sums up how I feel about some friendship I have. Balancing life isnt there anymore. Be opened to new things and ideas seems so difficult for them. Pushing away is an easy option. I fell into this trap once and I realise I have nothing in the end. Making friends seems to difficult that I sometimes remain silent. Will maintaining it be easy?
Labels: long lost life.
(Duh!)