I've ponder awhile whether how I should start this entry. A weird entry that does not seems my style and how my mentality should work. Haha. But I must say that working now as a 20 year old as compared to working as a 16 year old is really different. I recently got my pay slip and got a measle 700 bucks for a month's of work. That is after deducting the CPF. I need to give my parents their allowance, for my brother's expenses, including certain outings with friends and savings... I'm left with eating grass for the entire month. I'm now trying and slowly taking my reliance of my parents. Feel that its time to leave them and be really independent. I've flirted with the idea of handling 2 jobs but I still don't have the courage to do it. Yeah, its bad. Seeing that my bank account is not increasing leaps and bounds makes me demotivated to continue working. As impatient as it may sound, thats how I'm feeling right now. No wonder The Shape Magazine advices the leo people to be " patient, patient, patient ". Haha. I'll take note of that gannie. =))
Ohya, I'll be changing my blog by the time I turn 20. Afterall, that marks another journey of my life and I want to start afresh. Not that I'll delete this blog as it contains too much memories for me to press the delete button. All these will stay but I'll be moving off, taking my time to grow and explore the world around me. =)
Labels: growing up
(Duh!)